rough time

[Sans911]

It's the unknown that's the most fearful. I understand that. Even as a nurse I don't know everything so some things for me are pretty scary too.

That must be difficult when you know the same people you've worked with before.

When I was in hospital post suicide attempt, and I saw staff I had worked with, I would hide under the covers or pretend I was asleep.

You are stronger than you realise @outlander. You will get through this stuff. I guess you just have to hold on to a good outcome

[Sans911]

I know you feel the world on your shoulders right now, but in time those weights will be lifted bit by little bit, until you hardly realise it's almost all gone.

[outlander]

The unknown ia awful @Sans911 i wish there were skip buttons for these things.
Im sorry, i hope its ok to share this with you. Its alot even for me to process let alone anyone else.

[Sans911]

It's absolutely AOk. Unfortunately, I'm struggling to stay awake, so I need to say goodnight sweet and get some sleep. I'm not up to much tommorow until the afternoon so I'll try to be around💙♥️💜❤️

[outlander]

Goodnight sis @Sans911
Thank you ❤

And goodnight and thank you to those here earlier too. 💚

[Former-Member]

Not having a good sleep at all. Waking often. Been awake since 3 am now. Too exhausted to think to type. But wanted to acknowledge your message from earlier @outlander Not sure what you meant by, are things with D a little better than other night??  Which night are you referring to?

catch you later. Will try sleep again. 💖

[outlander]

hoping youve gotten some more sleep overnight @Former-Member
the other night when D had to be hospitalised, is she going a little better now or still the same? and how are you going with everything?

[Former-Member]

She had tests. Waiting to have more. She’s having a break from it. Toooooooo much. Plus seeing specialist next month regarding something else. Re operation. 

Me. I often feel like I’m not coping. Like you, I feel that everything is overwhelming. 

Doing all the positive things I know to do. Can fight it at times. Other times I sink.  Have read your struggles. Big hugs to you. 💜💖🌷🌺

[outlander]

oh dear @Former-Member sounds like having a break is a good idea. something you both need. Big hugs for everything you are trying to cope with too

[Appleblossom]

Facing health uncertainties is huge at any age. @outlander

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