NDIS planning and stuff is major and triggered heaps of all sorts of feeling for me too.
I am glad you have been approved and move forward with the process. So far I have found most people are doing their best. The whole choice and control is interesting and we will see how it goes. Very much a step at a time as its huge ... with all the reading and learning the terms they use etc ... applying it to oneself is very confronting, but try and imagine the best outcomes for YOU.
