My Mosaic

[Eve7]

My day has been fairly quiet @Bow  I had a uni quiz earlier then a gp appt to get a new referral for pdoc. 

The cabinet maker who is making my new kitchen called in to get some measurements and give me the new plans.

Tidied my desk so I can mess it up again and that was about it. Staying home tomorrow so no Melbourne Cup for me.

Hope your evening goes well 💙

[AuntGlow]

Hello @Bow, 

Oh, I am sorry that being out felt like a lot for you... being in public can be overstimulating for me at times too. 💛

It sounds like you really needed rest. I hope you are feeling a bit better tonight after your nothing day? 

I am proud of you for listening to what your body needed and meeting that need - what a lovely way to show yourself some love. 🥰

That is SO smart and very thrifty. Honestly, this sounds really fun... I am thinking of creating a manifestation board. You're definitely inspiring me!

PS: Did you manage to drink a bit of water today? 

[Bow]

Hi @AuntGlow 

im up really early today. Just dropped mum down at the train cause she is flying down to tassie today. She’s going to spend a couple of weeks with my brother. But I did go to bed super early last night cause I was still so wrecked from the weekend.

i didn’t get my nothing day yesterday. Woke to a disaster downstairs with the kittens. Had a huge mess to clean up and fix. And needed to give a couple of the kittens a bath. It took all morning and then my SW came to visit. 

I’ve never really done a manifestation board before. What will you put on yours?

I didn’t do so good with the water yesterday morning, but a bit better in the afternoon. How’s your water intake?

[Bow]

Well second day in a row that has absolutely not gone to plan 😩 boooooo

went to feed the kittens and mumma this morning and one of the kittens had a really rattly chest when he breathed and had a little cough. Someone had been sick again, so I’m gonna suspect that it was him and also him yesterday too. The shelters vet clinic was suppose to open at 8:30 according to the message on their voice mail thing. So I held off on taking D to school in the hope I’d be able to get through to the vet and take him out there once I dropped D off. But no. No answer. I ended up taking D to school and I kept trying to call literally every 2 minutes and they didn’t answer until 9:30! I was rather annoyed cause I had planned to do the groceries. But instead I sat around at home trying to call them. Spoke to the vet and I took all of them out there. It’s a good 40min drive. 1/2 there while the vet checked the sick one and everyone else. I thought it might have been cat flu or even pneumonia. But while he sounded sick, the vet didn’t seem too concerned. His on medication twice a day and just to keep an eye on him. Then the trip home. Then groceries. And now it’s 1:30pm already and I’m annoyed that my first day to myself without mum around in nearly over. Ps I absolutely love the kittens and love having them. Just annoying when plans change. 

[Bow]

Actually no I’m not ok after that but obviously doesn’t matter I don’t matter 

[ArraDreaming]

Yes you do @Bow 🖤

[AuntGlow]

Good evening @Bow! 💛

That was really kind of you, but yes, I can imagine you would still be very exhausted. 

Oh no!! Situations like that can be so stressful. Are the kittens okay? I just read your other message about the vet this morning, gah! 😫

How was your time with your support worker?

That's a lovely question... hmm, probably pictures of stages and performing related things. 🥰

That's okay, drinking water is hard haha I have had a little bit more today! What about you? 

Have you been able to have some 'you' time this evening? 

[Bow]

Not doing ok tonight @AuntGlow @sent into a spiral questioning a lot of things and I am feeling very alone

Kittens are ok. Just put them to bed.

zero water today

No ‘me’ time. I’m on the verge of tears

[AuntGlow]

Oh, I feel you... this happens to me too. @Bow 💛

I know your mind must be going a million miles an hour... but I am wondering, what happens if you listen into the feeling and what it needs right now?

It sounds like you might be feeling a little overstimulated and needing to slow things down? 

[Bow]

No @AuntGlow  very triggered and upset by a post on here

doesnt matter damage done I’m just gonna go

sorry