My special place

[Snowie]

They went away on a sort of 'working bee' @Zoe7 

There are times when I forget to take my meds too @Sans911 , especially in the morning. Other times I self sabotage myself and not take them on purpose.

I agree with @Zoe7 , you are important @Sans911. I know sometimes we put ourselves last.

You haven't taken over here at all sweetheart. I am glad you feel comfortable talking.

I am feeling better. The wave has settled down. I think the prn helped too plus talking to you two.

[Zoe7]

You have a very special place in my heart @Sans911 and I do care for you. It is super tough seeing you go through so much as I know what a wonderful person you are. I understand you feeling like you have lost something with what you can and can't do in nursing now but I also believe there is a special role out there just made for you - you have empathy and compassion and I see those as the essence of nursing so hoping you can one day get back into it. I know what I was like when I didn;t think I could do teaching anymore - life was certainly a lot harder then but if I can do it then I have no doubt that you can Hon. You are harder on yourself than others are on you and that is something we all seem to have in common but I can honestly say that you are an inspiration with all that you have gone through and the way you have pulled yourself back up - the Sans911 that I first met on here is a long way away from the Sans911 that I see now - you have a future ahead of you and the strength to get there.

@Snowie The same goes for you Hon - I have that belief in you and now we need to work on you having that belief in yourself 

[Zoe7]

So glad you are feeling a little better and those waves have passed @Snowie - and any little of bit of help we have/can give you is our pleasure Hon 

Are you far off sleep Snowie? I haven't had my night meds yet but will do that now after I feed my babies their night biscuits.

[Sans911]

Glad things have eased some for you @Snowie.

[Snowie]

I have taken my night meds early tonight so hopefully will be asleep soon. Most of the time they kick in quickly.

I wouldn't have gotten through tonight if it was for you @Sans911 and @Zoe7 I don't think you realise how much this forum is keeping me going lately. It truely has been a lifeline.

[Zoe7]

I totally understand how much this forum can keep us going @Snowie There have been so many times that it became a life saver for me - literally. It is a wonderful thing that we have in our lives and so good that it has been helping you. Continue to reach out here Hon - we are right beside you 

[Snowie]

Will say goodnight to you both now. Am curled up in bed with Izzy beside me. 

Thank you both so much for keeping me company and helping me ride this wave.

I care about you both so deeply

@Zoe7 @Sans911 

[Zoe7]

The feeling is very mutual @Snowie Goodnight sweetheart and well done on getting through another day - you did it Hon 

I'll check in with you tomorrow 

[Sans911]

The same for me @Snowie. Even if I don't post, just reading about others, and the amazing support and love that is here is sometimes enough to sustain me. Even at the bottom of a shitty dark hole.

Only too happy to be here for you @Snowie. You mean a lot to me, and I've seen you little by little improving since you've been here.

Goodnight to you both beautiful ladies. 💕💕💕💕

You hold real estate in my heart

[Zoe7]

Goodnight to you too @Sans911 I hope you have a restful night and those fur babies of yours give you some love 

ps - always happy to sit at the bottom of that shitty dark hole with you Hon 👍