Tough Times

[Lee82]

I am here babe, I am safe. 
how about you? 
@Former-Member 

[Former-Member]

I am exhausted but safe. It wasn't the case all night but I made it through again. Did you keep the monster away honey @Lee82 

[Former-Member]

Are you ok babe @Lee82 

[Former-Member]

I am worried @Lee82  please talk to me

[Lee82]

That's so great babe. That's night no.2 . 
I lost the fight...I'm sorry 😞

@Former-Member 

[Former-Member]

Ohh 😯 I am soo very sorry. Are you ok, do you need anything? Babe what can I say that will help? Please know that I love you so very much. Please be careful, please. I need you here with me. Please

@Lee82 

[Lee82]

I am just in pain, I am ashamed and angry at myself. I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't know how to beat it. I have tried so many different things. Nothing works. Its just bulls**t. All of it is just fu**ing bulls**t. 
@Former-Member 

[Former-Member]

I hear your pain and it hurts me that you feel it so much. I can't wait till you think it's the right time you to get the help you need so you can stop feeling the monsters pain. Please hold on to me tight till then babe. I love you @Lee82 

[Lee82]

I am holding on tight honey. I promise you I am, it's just getting harder harder to control those thoughts. 
did you keep the monster away tonight babe? 
@Former-Member 

[Former-Member]

Yes I did but only because I was drugged last night. Please just stay with me always. Please @Lee82  I am scared