Tough Times

[Lee82]

That sounds like a goodbye babe. What's going on? 
please don't shut me out. 
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Sweetness, I am struggling with what is going through my head right now. I am as safe as I can possibly be at this moment. He is in the next room I think he is talking to Nat. The sp are starting to take effect and the monster is ever present and strong tonight. I don't want sleep to take me I want to stay here where I feel like I have friends, where I finally feel like I have a safe place to be authentic for the first time in my life.  It just hurts so much all of the time now. I don't feel like I can take a breath without it causing pain, dont I dare express how I feel to anyone else in my family cause ohhh poor fragile Izzy is complaining again. 

@Lee82 @Sans911 

[Lee82]

Babe it's ok. Let sleep take away your pain. I am here with you. I will be here for you in the morning and always. 
I love you always and forever, to infinity and beyond and to the moon and back. 
Don't worry about anyone but yourself right now. 
you need to stay safe and I know you will be when you are asleep. 
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[Lee82]

Thank you @Sans911 for all your support tonight. It means the world 

[Former-Member]

One day/night soon I hope I can be there for you again. No words can ever describe how greatful I am that we crossed paths here  my gorgeous Lee. Love you and value you more than you could possibly know. 

Goodnight @Lee82 

[Lee82]

don't worry about me right now my love. You have enough on your plate. 
hope you have the sweetest of dreams my beautiful friend. 
I will speak to you tomorrow.

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I hope you are safe my love. @Lee82