not coping

[Sans911]

Goodnight sweetheart-so lovely to see you here. I know it doesn't mean everything is ok. But I love having you here and you spending time with us. Hugs @Snowie

[outlander]

hes a cutie @Sans911
has he been clingy or different lately?

[outlander]

goodnight @Snowie
sleep well 😴❤

[Sans911]

He was a little better today. And so was I with him. I'm trying to be more patient and spend time with him. Today just seemed a little easier for both of us. It's a month today since Jasper passed away

@outlander

[outlander]

itll take time to adjust for the both of you @Sans911
go easy on yourself too
has it really been a month? it really doesn't seem like that long ago (though im sure its probably gone much slower for you )

[Sans911]

I started to write a poem about him today @outlander. It seems Ike so much longer than a month. I still think about him with most things I do. Especially with things like putting plastic away.

[outlander]

that's really sweet @Sans911 your good at poem writing so im sure itll be really lovely when your finished and happy with it.
of course youd still think about him, hes part of of the family. he wont even leave you though.

[outlander]

what are you up to tomorrow? @Sans911

[Sans911]

I am co hosting with another volunteer tommorow morning to teach Auslan. It could be interesting and challenging.

That's about all I think, what about you? @outlander 

[outlander]

what is auslan? @Sans911


um I have a pick up first thing in the morning, then my nurse, then a delivery then I have the kids in the late arvo plus the horses.
its mums birthday next week and since we aren't allowed to do anything im having a look at grazing platters and maybe a flower delivery to her as well throughout the day. we would usually go out for dinner or lunch somewhere of her choosing or go out and about but not this yr so trying to find a way to make it special even by staying at home.
I ordered her a cake today that the kids had picked out for her as well.