not coping

[Snowie]

@outlander Anniversaries of any kind are hard, I have one coming up on Sunday.

Would it help if you showed your Mum the letter or would that just make things worse for you?

I hope that you improve overnight hon and that you can hopefully stay out of hospital.

Hoping too that the kids are ok for you and that you don't have them too much in the hollidays. You have enough to deal with already.

@Clawde 

You are worth the care and the support. I hope today has gone a little better for you.

[Clawde]

@Snowie ❤️Thanks 🙏 so much this means to me today😃❤️👍

[Emelia8]

Hi @outlander .. thanks for asking earlier.  Yes I got a couple of hours sleep eventually.

I am really sorry your health throws so many challenges at you.  Its all so terribly unfair and I wish I could just take it all away for you.  Also feel for you regarding the upcoming dog attack anniversary with your sister.  I note that @Snowie suggested you show the letter to your Mum.  However, if my suspicions are right .. it may well have been her that wrote it. I do hope I'm wrong, but it seems to fit with what you've said.  But whoever sent it ... I am so so sorry.  I am glad your Pop is spending  a few days elsewhere, it nothing else ... at least it gives you a very short respite.

Hi @Snowie ... hope you are doing okay my friend.

Dearest @Clawde ... you really are a sweetheart, and we are all very lucky you are here amongst us.

Emelia 🤗💓

[outlander]

Your most welcome @Clawde im glad you feel welcomr and safe here. Its good to be able to talk to others, im always happy to lend a listening ear whenever if can 💕

[outlander]

Thanks @Snowie @Emelia8
Its not from mum, i do know who its from i dont want to specifiy but clue is its a he and well he lives with me.
So its really heartbreaking that what i done has affected someone so much.

Alot of the fb memories will be coming up of posts and news articles etc, it doesnt mention me but it was me who was also attacked but it doesnt matter, it never will. It wasnt me whp was more injured but itll always be my fault.

[Clawde]

Love of my life Thankyou @Emelia8 ❤️Please always be around you are the in trust in trust mentality reason most of us are on this forum, because your posts and comments and messages are what we look forward to every day, I know that sound like we have a sad life life, but most of us don't because of people like you, that at the end of the day are just 👍 nice and @@Clawde really believes every thing you say and say is real because you are at the end of the day the most beautiful amazing sencere  person on this platform I wonder how com you and @@Shaz aren't up there cazalers . .? Or what you guys do more for us all than most anyway thanks to all following this ######## and l

[Emelia8]

Goodness me @Clawde ... I feel overcome with happy thoughts and gratitude at your post to me and  @Shaz51 above.  You are so so kind, and it warms my heart.  So many lovely comments about us both.  To be honest I feel a little embarrassed that you build me up so high.  I dont believe I'm worthy of that, and fear that I simply cannot live up to such high expectations.  But I will accept your kind words because they were said with such wonderful intent.  I am very grateful Clawde my friend.  And if I make a positive difference to you and any other members here on the forums, then I am very happy.  Thank you.  🤗💞

Emelia 🌹🌼🌸

[Snowie]

@outlander it is NOT your fault and never will be hon. We cannot control what others think, say or write. All we can do is try and keep going with one foot in front of another.

Perhaps showing your mum might help hon. You do so much at your house and do so much for others that perhaps it is time for your mum to know just what pressure you are under and how others are affecting you. No doubt your ill health plays into this also.

[Emelia8]

I'm glad its not from your Mum @outlander .  Given that its from who it is though ... I tend to agree with @Snowie in that it could be a good idea to talk to your mum about it.  Let her see what you have been dealing with, and continue to do so.  I have said before that it may well be time to cut back or cease your caring role.  I still think that would be the best option for you, and perhaps also for your Pop.  In all reality your health simply is not up to deal with all this cr*p. Please give serious consideration to talking to your Mum about long term alternatives to you continuing in the carer role.

Emelia 🌹🌼

[Shaz51]

awwww thank you @Clawde 

sneding tender hugs to you too @Clawde  and @Emelia8 , @outlander , @Snowie , @Sans911