rough time

[Former-Member]

I am touched that you care. 

Im crying because someone is kind. I’ve lost that in real life. 

@outlander 💜☕️😢

[outlander]

Oh @Former-Member of course i care. I care very much about you, you matter to me 💖

[outlander]

Is anyone around atm?

[Former-Member]

Hi @outlander

I'm around and moderating for the next few hours. How are you going? Need help with anything?

Cheers,

Frog

[outlander]

Not great @Former-Member just feel pathetic and had a realisation

[Queenie]

I'm here @outlander... that's if I don't scare you away. I seem to have that habit at the moment lol

[outlander]

Why would you scare me away ❤ @Queenie

People dont like me for me. they only  like what i have to offer. Once they have what they want from.me they toss me to the side  like rubbish.

Ive realised it tonight. Every friend ive had has only stayed for a certain  time through  which i helped them and then when it was just me and not so much my help  they leave or they just replace me. Its the same with family too. Its happened today and its happened in the past too

[Former-Member]

Ok @outlander....is there anything you want to talk through, either here or via email? I couldn't think of you as pathetic as you give such strong support to other forum members every week. It's very heart-warming to read 🙂

And I am guessing that you are a resilient chic like your namesake: Claire the Outlander right? That series is my secret obsession 

[Queenie]

Oh I'm sorry people treat you so appallingly @outlander. It isn't fair on you at all that people are so pig headed that they do that. You come across as a very giving person, someone who gives a lot of themselves to a lot of people... unfortunately people aren't reciprocating and giving themselves back to you and helping you. That isn't fair is it?

I know friends unfortunately like what you are describing, even family I can throw into that mix. It kind of leaves you feeling quite hollow doesn't it?

Giving you a big big specially patented massive hug! xo 

[outlander]

@Former-Member above msg explains abit. The other again is another friendship issue. I was so close to someone here (online) stressed my heart out wondering if they were ok, they come back and its like the friendship hardly existed. Im clearly not good at this friendship thing 😞

I dont think im much like claire at all. Perhaps if i was i would be better at coping with things