rough time

[Former-Member]

I love the legally blonde movies. I’ve watched them a few times. 

Find it hard to switch off to watch anything. 

@outlander

[outlander]

Maybe keep it to yourself until your sure what the letter is about and what your to do @Former-Member

I cant imagine how your feeling or D. Just breathe today. Nothing can be done till tomorrow. The waiting game really sucks.

[outlander]

Ive only seen part 1 but know theres part 2 (and 3 i think?) @Former-Member i often dont watch alot i just have it on as background noise and something to see/hear other than my own thoughts

[Former-Member]

I googled the procedure. Which she can’t have anyway. I hate it all being thrown in my face again. No I won’t tell her. She’d be terrified. I know I would be. 

We have to live as if nothing has happened. There is no other way. 

@outlander

She hasn’t mentioned fear of “you know what “ lately. I don’t want her to start fearing again. 😢

[outlander]

@Former-Member im not surprised if your both terrified. I would be too. Its such a hard way to live. You wont ever be able to live as if nothing happened. That fear will always be in thr back of your mind but you can learn to try and live a 'normal' life. Im glad she hasnt meantioned that. The poor girl.
Is she still studying?

Is there any support groups around even online that is for these conditions so you can talk to other people/parents who are experiencing this too?

[Former-Member]

She’s still at uni @outlander

I don’t want a support group for it. Because I only cope by ignoring it. I hate facing it. It’s easier not to think about it. It’s the letter that came that has caused distress. Will just have to sort it tomorrow. I can’t imagine why they have booked an appointment when all specialists said. Can’t do anything. No phone call from any of them re appointment. 

I hate dealing with any of them. 

[Former-Member]

Sorry to go on about it @outlander

I will stop now. 

☕️🌷🌸

[outlander]

@Former-Member i dont think your going on about it . I can hear how distressed and scared you are. Is there something you can do to help ease your distress? Im happy to keep talking.

[Former-Member]

Thanks @outlander

Just sitting with me helps. 😢💜☕️

[outlander]

Sitting here with you it is and remember to breathe too @Former-Member 🌷☕🍰💖