I had my arts and craft group today and we did string art on cardboard. I really liked it. Here is what I made….
I see my psych in the morning. Same stuff different day with that. But the anxiety is creeping up.
My best friend, my old pastors, I was out with her yesterday with our girls. She’s mentioned it before, but I try not to think about it, but she mentioned it again yesterday with more details. They are moving. They don’t have a real time frame yet, they basically retired from local church leadership financially on crypto currency. His an investor. So moving will depend on that alot. But she told me yesterday that they are moving churches over the coming months. They are helping a church plant closer to the city and then will be based primarily out of another church on the other side of the city by the end of the year. Then they will move further towards the city.
I’m sad. Really sad. They are my second family. My biggest.. I guess non professional supports. They are the only ones that I generally always tell when I’m in hospital. They know my life. All the bad. They have walked through so much of that with me. I was devastated when they stepped down as church leaders. And church has not been the same since. I’ve kinda stuck around as it being my home church cause they still go there, but I don’t go very often. Now I don’t know. It sucks.
