not coping

[outlander]

That im going to have to go to hospital for how unwell ive been or that it something serious 😞 @Sans911

[Sans911]

Oh hun, I can understand your worry. That's a lot to contend with. Is it possible that you might need surgery?

Im sure they wouldn't suggest hospital if they could keep you out. And I'm sure too that everything will be done to protect you.

@outlander 💜 💜

[outlander]

I spoke to a gp today that agreed to actually let me come in rather then the phone calls. Hes abit worried too. He says i need an ultrasound on upper abdo as thats where 90%of the pain is. I had bloods and urines done today, ultrasound tomorrow.
Can barely have half a glass of water without getting almost extreme pain either straight away or about half hr afterwards (to the point i feel like im going to throw up but dont actually). The gurgling sometimes th a t goes with it besides the pain is very loud 😬🤦‍♀️Cant sleep because of it. Can barely do anything esp like fast walking, it has to be slow. Meals are almost non existent unless its about half a glass of soup or if im lucky a sandwhich because i cant handle the after affects but no appetite anyway. @Sans911
I wasnt that worried before cause i thought it mightve only been a bug for a day or 2 but we are at 4 days now. I spoke to my nurse yesterday who said i need to see a gp asap

[outlander]

Are you ok to talk to me? @Sans911 i dont want to worry you or burden you with this stuff

[Sans911]

Yes, I would agree none of those symptoms are normal, and definitely warrant urgent review. It's not good for you to be in so much pain and discomfort. And not being able to eat or even have appetite must be awful. Oh my sweet lil Sis @outlander.

Let's just take it step by step, moment OK? That's all you can do. I'll be here whenever you need me to be. 💕 💕 💕 💕

[Sans911]

Don't even think that @outlander. You're my sister and you are never a burden at any time.

[outlander]

Thanks sis
Step by step is a good idea @Sans911 💖

[outlander]

How are you going tonight? @Sans911

[Sans911]

I've been in bed most of the day. Motivation is very low. Feeling sorry for myself @outlander. It'll pass.

I had an online volunteer meet about travel. That was the nicest part of my day.

[outlander]

Hugs sis, anything in particular causing abit of a slump? I know sometimes it happens without any reasons too though.
@Sans911 💜

Your volunteer meet sounds good though. Hopefully soon youll actually be able to have face to face meets again. Are you planning another travel trip?