not coping

[outlander]

im glad your days been ok @Snowie i bet its been abit topsy turvy for H too having to try and work from home and now having to adjust back to working wherever he need to be..

No its ok, i dont really feel like talking about it atm. same stuff different day really. Im making a rainbow cake. or at least trying to anyway. ive finished cooking them and cutting them to make them flat and more even. just have to wait for the last cake to fully cool before stacking them and icing properly.

[outlander]

hey @Eve7 👋💚

[Eve7]

Hey back to you @outlander . I think about you often ‘cos you are such a precious friend to me.

Take care 💙🧡💙

[outlander]

@Eve7 💙💖

Hows your night going?

[Eve7]

Much, much better than this morning and yesterday and the day before. Just drinking some camomile prior to bed..

How are the horses, Pop and your siblings? Most of all gentle hugs 🤗 to you.

💙🧡💙

[outlander]

im really glad to hear that @Eve7 i never caught onto the chamomile tea but ive heard it works well for others too.

siblings are ok, just having to do school things and the older ones weekend work might be starting up again so shes happy about that. Horses are ok, wasting away in the paddock atm and so much work. pop is being difficult as always. tried to have a shower to wash away some of the emotions i feel  atm but it didnt help. was hoping to watch my own tv show tonight but not looking likeley. feeling quite sic so laying down in bed might be a good idea. plus i keep getting reoccuring headaches im fairly sure its from a new med i had to take to try and manage a health condition (the last option before they look at options that will remove fertility)
sorry that was a ramble.

[outlander]

do you have much on tomorrow? @Eve7

[Eve7]

I’m sorry you keep having these health issues and I hope you get some results soon. You are a wonderful granddaughter for your Pop and he had better appreciate you 😊 the horses are lucky to have you too as you are such a caring soul. I want to give you a hug 🤗 and return all the love you share a hundred fold @outlander 

Tomorrow I’m going to do some gym work with the exercise physiologist instead of going to any groups as I find the negativity of some people too much at times. I hope that doesn’t sound mean butI just can’t take on board all their woes and complaints right now.

I am, however, so grateful for these forums and all the beautiful people I’ve met which, of course includes you. Thank you so much for all the support.

Take care and sleep well.

💙🧡💙

[NatureLover]

Thinking of you, @outlander ...hoping the headaches and the sick feeling have gone this morning and that your day is bearable. 

[Snowie]

@outlander Hoping your rainbow cake turned out good hun. Better yet hope it tasted yummy! 😁😁

How are you going today hun?