A long rave

[outlander]

Sounds yum @Mazarita enjoy!

I cant do it @Teej

[Mazarita]

I might say goodnight now, @Teej, @outlander. Hope sleep is kind to you when it comes.  

[Teej]

It’s up to you @outlander. Whatever makes you feel comfortable. Have my hot chocolate now 😊

[Teej]

Night @Mazarita. May you sleep like a baby. 💜🤗✨🌙

[outlander]

Goodnight @Mazarita ❣

@Teej i just.... i dont know how to deal with losses well. Its sent me spiralling alot including into suicidal mode

[Teej]

Me either @outlander. I’ve not mastered it at all. If I get to work with this new psychologist it’s something we’ll be working on

[Teej]

I guess I’m a little better than I used to be @outlander but I used to act on all those urges when there was a loss or even if I became fearful of losing someone. It became a self fulfilling prophecy for me. I would fear abandonment so much that I’d spend all my time freaking out about it that I acted crazy and then pushed that person away with my crazy behaviour. I’m not sure if this helps. 

[outlander]

I really wish things were different @Teej they need to find a cure for mh or find things that work more. I took another loss tonight. It gets hard doesnt it. It never seems to end.

[Teej]

What was the loss @outlander? 

[outlander]

Sounds alot like me atm @Teej