not coping

[outlander]

thanks @Former-Member I was so upset with myself and so distressed that I was going to leave because of what damage I feel i caused and how others were affected. im not going anywhere, im still upset with myself but ive had a chance to step back from it and would rather get help on how to move forward in a better way instead.

[Former-Member]

As you would know @outlander  ... I can definitely relate. 😟

But well done for stepping back and not backing yourself into a corner from which there is no easy escape. There is a way forward, if you stop beating yourself up about something which was not your fault. All will be okay Little One. 💜

[outlander]

I think I would be beside myself if I left here just as im sure you were @Former-Member I missed you and I would miss all my forum friends if I left and didn't try to work out a better way forward instead. I done that once already.
I think we get so caught up in trying to work out whats right and what the best thing to do is sometimes we cant see a way out.
💜

[outlander]

@Sans911 @Snowie
is there anything you guys want to talk about at all?

[Sans911]

Not really @outlander 💜
I've had a very disappointing week. People have let me down a lot. If I talk any more about it I'll be in tears.

[outlander]

come watch Ambulance Australia with me sis @Sans911 I know you like this tv show too.

[Sans911]

Lol @outlander I'm watching Ambulance UK on 10play atm.

[outlander]

that's ones on after this one! @Sans911
the paramedics that are on tonight are actually quite funny so its a good distraction.

[Sans911]

Mr A relaxing

@outlander 

[outlander]

still waiting to see whats under the triangle @Sans911